mmmm… ok, I can see this was written awhile ago. I totally relate. I’m in my mid thirties and I still feel like a younger sister. I feel like a kid in lots of situations. But now I have wrinkles. What?
On the other hand, I have had a lot of transformations and I’m having a transformative time now. I’ve also seen my mom change in ways I never thought she would, so… it’s been eight years since you wrote this, I’m wishing for you that you have had some inner shifts that are very satisfying to you and that you are starting to feel at least a little wise.