what you need to do, kevin, is develop a nice, non-fda-approved reliance on an herbal stimulant. over-the-counter, of course, GNA-style, say. if you’re lucky, you won’t grow a horn out of your head and you’ll be wired to the gills.
good for you. keep it up.
alternatively: toothpicks in eyelids. works every time.
best,
mkg