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Month October 2003

Announcing Something Crazy

I’m starting a new website. I’m still going to keep blogging here, and keep lawver.net as my personal presence on the ol’ it-ner-net. The new site will hopefully be something else, something larger than just my family. It will hopefully become a community, large enought o influence things and diverse enough to stay honest.

Cryptic, huh? To clarify, ok, wait, to start to clarify I have to explain something else. I’ve been watching with a lot of interest the political process for the past couple years. I’ve moved around a little on the political map trying to define myself by a party, a candidate or a group. I figured out recently that I’m going about it all wrong. I don’t belong to one single party, candidate or group. I realized that the way things work today in politics is wrong. I have a sneaking suspicion that things have always worked this way, and people (or just me) are now waking up to it because we have access to vast new quantities of timely data, and a cacophony of new voices. We see things as they happen, before anyone can grab ahold of them and put their spin on it. Politics is not about right and wrong. It’s not about doing what’s best for the people politicians represent. It’s about power (thanks, Dawson, for helping me clarify that). Because money is so integrally tied to politics, money equals power. Those with money get things done, whether they’re individuals, corporations or large, well-organized groups. I realized that I am no represented. No matter who I vote for, they’re probably owned by those donors or by a party who’s only interest is the collection of power.

The political landscape is in sad shape. Maybe it’s always been that way, and I’m just waking up to it. Either way, it disgusts me in a way I’ve never felt before. I’m angier than I’ve ever been about anything in my life. I have a feeling that I’m not the only one. They say that the country is polarized between Right and Left. I think that for a very vocal minority, that’s true. I think for a good portion of the country, they could care less. For everyone else, which I have a feeling is a very large percentage of the country – the so-called “silent majority” that both parties try to claim – we feel helpless and unrepresented because the parties have moved so far to the deep corners of the political spectrum and are beholden to groups that we just can’t stomach supporting.

Now that I’ve told you how I feel, let’s talk about what I want to do about it. I want to create a community. I don’t want a community defined by political parties, toxic buzzwords or preconceived notions. I want to find the silent majority. I have a feeling that it’s this great chunk of the American populace in the middle places of the political spectrum that’s just waiting to find a way to do something, or so disgusted with the process that they’ve dropped out of it. How do I find this mythical group? Since I’m not a terribly smart guy, or that organized, I’m falling back on what I do. I build websites and applications. Since I don’t have the time right now to learn PHP, I’m relying on software that already exists (Drupal), and trying to tweak it enough to make the site what I want.

I’m hoping the site can turn into a place where people can talk about what’s important to them – the issues that really matter – without resorting to name calling, tired old arguments and party lines. I hope that by honestly discussing issues, we can come to some consensus. If we can find out what the silent majority wants, or at least the things that most of us can agree on (I have a feeling it’s things like campaign finance reform), we might be able to exert some influence on the process. I want politics to be about the greater good – independant of campaign donations and bought influence. I think the internet is the way to pull it off. The web allows for instant and cheap communication, and communities independant of geography. It allows for connections that none of us thought possible even 10 years ago.

I’m planning on launching the site in the next couple of weeks, once I get the templates and features ironed out. I have no expectations for this project – just hope. I hope it turns into something useful, powerful and real. I hope it becomes something larger than just a couple people shouting into the void. I really hope it becomes a community, and that community can come together behind common goals and get things accomplished. I don’t know what those things are yet… but I want to find out. If you’re interested in helping out, drop me an e-mail, or better yet ping this post or leave a comment.

Eddie Izzard at Warner Theater

The Eddie Izzard show at the Warner Theater last night was perfect. I was a little thrown off when he came out with boobs. I was fully expecting drag, but I’ve only ever seen Dressed to Kill, and he definitely had no boobs during that show. Makeup? Yes. Boobs? No. That took a good ten minutes to get used to. Oh wait… let’s go back to how the perfect night started out perfectly.

After our horrible Sigur Ros Experience driving into the city, I decided that this time we’d try the Metro. The show started at 8, and we were supposed to meet friends for dinner in the city at 6:30. I left work at 4. We left the house at 4:30 (I know what you’re thinking – TRAFFIC! just wait…), made it down 28 to the toll road to 7 to Gallows road to the Dunn Loring Metro stop in 45 minutes, which left us 45 minutes to get on a train, get to Metro Center, get off and walk half a block to the theater… which we did, and this is all true. We got to the restaurant 15 minutes early and had a wonderful time waiting for our friends, who never showed up. That was the only unperfect thing about the evening. They got stuck in traffic – and we didn’t.

We had dinner at Chef Geoff’s, and it was great. They didn’t seem to mind us sitting there for forty-five minutes having only ordered a virgin bloody mary. We finally gave up on them, and ordered and had a great meal. The food there is great and the wait staff is professional and friendly without being cloying or insincere. It’s right across the street from the Warner, so if you ever go to a show there, definitely check them out.

We sat down ten minutes before the show, just enough time to remove coats, get comfy, and talk for a couple minutes before the show started… and here comes the show.

If you’ve never seen an Eddie Izzard show before, they’re a little crazy. Here’s only a part of the topics he covered in a little over two hours (in no particular order):

  • Airport security for transvestite British citizens born in Yemen
  • How superheroes are just like transvestites
  • The futility of slidey poles in firehouses
  • The Doppler Effect
  • The Trojan War
  • Perseus and Medusa
  • Achilles
  • Flies
  • Fundamentalism
  • Abraham was the big grand daddy of the three major religions
  • Mary and the Angel
  • Riding horses
  • Neanderthals and Homo Sapiens: If Neanderthals had won game shows and Shakespeare would have sucked
  • The invention of fire
  • How inventing the wheel isn’t all that cool, it’s the guy who invented the axle we should all be talking about.
  • The ancient martial arts of sashimi and fookendo
  • The benefits of being a guy with boobs (they’re slimming…)

And that’s just the stuff I can remember. There was more, lots more. If you have the chance to see him on this tour – do. Go, get tickets now. And remember, this is all true.

As Promised – Apple Pickin’ Pics!

Max and the Apple Picker

As promised, here are the pics I took when Max and I went apple picking. You can see for yourself… we had fun. Next year, we’re going earlier to get the lower apples and raspberries!

Super Monday Morning News

Did you know there’s a Lawver Funeral Home? And it’s in Akron, Ohio. That’s a creepy way to start out Monday morning.

In Super News, I’m hopefully going to see Eddie Izzard tonight at the Warner Theater, as long as Ticketmaster delivers our tickets in the mail today. Way to bring it right at the wire, you overcharging jackasses.

Yes, I’ve been quiet. Yes, I’ve been downright silent. I’ve been vacationing! Max and I went to pick apples and a pumpkin on Saturday (pictures and details forthcoming). I’ve been playing with Drupal, and playing SSX3, which the jury’s still out on. I’ll give you my review later this week after I’ve spent a few more hours with it.

Disappointing Games

Max and I rented a couple games this week to play while I was off. We got Jak II and Lethal Skies 2. We were hoping to get SSX3, but they didn’t have it yet. I’m sad to bring you these reviews, because I had such high hopes for these games. I really did. So, let’s get this over with:

Lethal Skies 2: This game’s pretty fun, and the graphics are great. The only thing missing in the rental is that Blockbuster doesn’t provide instruction booklets or even a little instruction on the back for most games. I’m completely stuck because I can’t find the button combination to use the air brakes. Without them, I can’t land, which means I can’t finish mission four. So… this one’s not even the game’s fault. Stupid Blockbuster. Maybe I’ll do gamefly. Hopefully, they provide some kind of manual.

Jak II: Max and I loved the first one. Jak and Daxter is one of the all-time great platformers. The story is great, the characters were funny, and it was just hard enough to be challenging without being impossible. It was the first game we bought when we got the PS2. We played it for months. So, when I heard the sequel was coming out, I was psyched. Holy crap, am I disappointed. They tried to up the maturity level, so there’s a lot more rust, guns, flying things, and grim, big-eared bad guys. Max didn’t like it right off the bat, and I tired of it after the first hour. This game is a lot harder than the first, and it’s hard from the beginning. The story isn’t as compelling from the start like the first one, and it just falls flat.

I’m really looking forward to SSX3. Tricky was the second game we bought, and we still play it. It’s that much fun.

And yes, I’m still working on the community site… It’s slow going, but I have a logo, and am working on creating a new template. I’ll give y’all more details on what I’m doing when I get closer to launch.

All Things in Moderation: A Crazy Man’s Quest

More coming at some point (maybe not, I’m not afraid of failure at this point, just never starting) on this, but this community thing I’m trying to start? It’s more of a quest for community. It’s a quest to find the absolute political middle of my country. Right now, I believe the following things about the political landscape today:

  • The Republicans and Democrats are more concerned about winning than being right.
  • The right and left in this country are worried about the loudest and most loyal of their constituencies. Those groups are not moderate, and are not usually willing to compromise with the other side.
  • This means that the majority of Americans – those a certain distance from the middle – are under or unrepresented by the folks they elected.
  • The two party system means that those candidates that get party support are not going to be moderate for the most part. They’re going to be the ones who can raise the most money from the party’s loyal constituents.
  • The moderates in this country are unorganized, misled and getting the shaft.
  • It’s not wrong to compromise.
  • Being right is more important than winning.
  • The under-represented middle will decide the election in 2004 – and if they don’t get their act together, we’re going to get screwed again.
  • It’s not wrong to be a moderate. Moderation is good. Good ideas are more important than who came up with them.

There are lots of things that led me to realize these things… and lots of pieces of information and events that led me to these conclusions. What does it mean? It means I want to find a way to find those in the middle, find out what’s important to them, find what we can all agree on, and if we can’t agree on everything – find those things that are important to us and start a conversation.

I know, it’s crazy. It’s insane. It’s too big to even think about starting. I’ve downloaded several open source content management systems, have installed several and am still looking. I know… geek’s answer: software will solve everything. But, it’s where I start. Got any suggestions? Am I as crazy as I think I am?

Note To Self: Read

When not on vacation, go read Web Design Practices.

Vacation and Secret Projects

I have this week off, and am spending lots of time doing family stuff, so don’t expect too much of me here. While watching TV, or when I’m not doing anything else, I’ve been playing with PostNuke. It’s currently a contender for a community site I’m planning. I don’t really want to talk about the purpose of the site yet, or why I went on a little domain name buying frenzy last week. But, it’s going to be important to me, and hopefully help define a few things.

If anyone out there has used PostNuke before and has any tips/reviews, let me know!

I Think I Screwed Up

I decided to give Scoop a try on my laptop. I figured the install would be relatively Movable Type-like. Guess again. It comes with this little install script that’s now been running for over an hour compiling and installing thing, asking me question after question, and… I hope I didn’t just make a very large mistake. But, if I did just hose everything, at least I’ll have a good reason to wipe the hard drive and install Panther fresh with it comes out next week.

I don’t know what it is with me and beta software. I’ve come to realize over the years that I’m a compulsive installer/updater. I run Software Update on all my systems (Mac, XP, RedHat) at least once a week, and am almost always willing to install crazy beta/alpha software for no good reason. I think maybe I need help.

UPDATE: Still compiling… That’s two hours. I think we’re up to compiling the kitchen sink and a new mach kernel. I compiled Mozilla several times on my old G3 Powerbook running YellowDog, and I thought that took forever. Scoop takes the cake… really. I know it’s compiling a lot of Perl stuff, but this is insane.

Random Notes

  • My wedding ring is getting looser. Sometimes, it slides down on one side. I’m almost to the point of being worried that it might fall off. I still have such a divot in my finger from when my ring was too small (when Jen was pregnant with Max I stupidly ate when she did – gained a loooo-oooot of weight, and got fat(ter) fingers). Maybe it’s time to go shrink it.
  • Cool CSS/Web Design Sites/Blogs I’ve Found Recently (or re-found):
  • I’m currently feeling guilty for leaving Automatic for the People off my top ten albums list.
  • Tiger Woods 2004 is the most addictive game I’ve played since Civ 2, and I’m slightly embarrassed about that. I spent an hour last night after everyone had gone to bed trying to beat Jim Furyk. And I did. I whipped his ass, but good. Took me about six rounds to do it, but that last one was perfect.
  • I’ve been reading The Right Christians recently, and it’s revealing a whole corner of the web, and the religious fabric of the country that I had no idea existed. Interesting stuff.
  • I’ve been looking for new blogs to add to the list of 116 subscriptions I have in NetNewsWire. Any suggestions?