hey kevin. first of all, I didn’t know you were mormon. I’m an evangelical (though probably hopelessly liberal on social and political issues) and I can completely identify with how you feel. For a long time, I was the “black sheep” at my small church, and I just got tired. Now I’m in a big church and I keep quiet. It’s not really better, but at least it’s not so bad…I hope you can find a good balance.