Of course, I read your ending comments in the other direction – like, now you’ve started walking away, what’s to stop you keep on walking? And I can almost feel you feeling that there’s nothing to stop you. So I’d say, keep on walking. Walk away from religion, walk far far away from it. Then you’ll find your own belief system. Then no-one can tell you what to believe or what day of the week to believe it on. And you may find that believing in the world and the people in it is far far more powerful than any constructed religion the world has to offer. Or that the world is a religion, it just don’t have gods and demons with names. That can be so good, don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. You know yourself.
On the other hand, I may have misread you. But it looks like you’re starting a journey and it looks like a good one. Enjoy.