And Then, The Screaming

So, I kind of lost it today. I’ve been in the process of losing it for over a month. I was in an emergency meeting for four hours today and was a raging ass. I couldn’t stop myself. I had to yell and point and turn red. I got a headache that’s now ten hours old and shows no sign of slowing down. I’m exhausted and sick to my stomach.

When I signed up for this job, I knew it would be more reponsibility. I had no idea how much, most of it unplanned, and thrust on me by circumstances.

Three more days, and then I think my pager will have an unfortunate accident in the toilet. Rest in peace, pager.

By Kevin Lawver

Web developer, Software Engineer @ Gusto, Co-founder @ TechSAV, husband, father, aspiring social capitalist and troublemaker.